禁止心动/Don’t Be Too Emotional(222)
“Quite a good spot to throw someone into a river. Don't you agree, Harry? No one will see and help you. So that's why you picked this place to bully someone.”
(这地方用来把人丢进河里再合适不过,不是吗Harry?四下无人目击、更不会有人赶来施救,难怪你专挑此地霸凌弱小。)
“Please! Let me go!”(求求你放过我!)Harry已然吓得失声痛哭。Jane Patrick神情漠然,没有半分恻隐,继续说道:
“Now, see? Who is a real fucking fag.”
(现在看清楚了?究竟谁才是真正该死的懦夫软蛋。)
Jamie与那个小姑娘目睹眼前一幕,控制不住地放声笑了出来。高大男人佯装就要把胖少年抛掷进河水,继而再度开口:
“I think now it's time to say goodbye, Harry.”(我看,是时候和这个世界告别了,Harry。)
“No! Please! Help me! Somebody help me!”(不要!救命!来人救救我!)这名年少的施暴者尖声嘶喊,惊惧之下甚至失禁尿了裤子。Jane Patrick嫌恶地偏过头,低声吐出一句:
“Disgusting.”(令人作呕。)
紧跟着他手臂一松,少年重重摔砸在地。Harry惊魂未定,只要黑发男子稍稍往前跨步,他便吓得连连仓皇后退。
“You will not tell your mama and your dada of what I did to you, or anybody. Also you will stop bully my brother.”
(不准向你的父母、以及任何外人,吐露今天我对你的所作所为。并且从今往后,严禁再欺凌我弟弟。)
Harry依旧沉浸在失魂落魄的抽泣里,向来只有他欺压旁人,从未体会过被人强力反击的滋味。
“If not, you see this.”(倘若敢违背约定,你看好这个。)
高个子撩起后衣襟,侧过身子,让少年看清腰间黑色管状器械。Harry浑身控制不住战栗发抖,而他语气平淡从容,仿佛只是闲谈天气一般,一贯的口吻冰冷决绝:
“I will kill you for sure, you fucking fag.”(我绝对会亲手了结你的性命,你这个废物懦夫。)
Jane Patrick威慑完毕,挺直挺拔身形,回头朝着笑得露出满口白牙的弟弟甩了一下脑袋。
“We can go now pumpkin head.”(我们可以离开了,小南瓜头。)
说罢,高大男人迈步走在前方。Jamie满心雀跃快步跟上,小男孩的眼眸熠熠生辉。Jane Patrick抬手揉乱弟弟的金发,弄得乱糟糟一团。
“Next time when somebody punch you, punch them back. Then comeback home and tell me how strong you punch that guy. Do not scare of anything, 'cause Jane Patrick will always have your back.”
(往后再有人动手殴打你,务必全力还击。回家之后再来和我讲述,你把对方揍得何等狼狈。不必畏惧任何事物,Jane Patrick永远会做你最坚实的后盾。)
“JP, you are the coolest!”(JP,你实在太酷了!)
“Yea I know. Can't help.”(这点我心知肚明,与生俱来罢了。)
男人处世信奉恩怨必偿、以牙还牙,眼下这般处置已然算得上手下留情。倘若是成年人寻衅,他断然不会仅仅止于威慑,早就让对方鼻青脸肿。
那位温柔和善的保姆一贯的处事方式,只会让他满心不耐。
修习心理学,并不意味着要包容世间所有人事、时时刻刻强迫自己保持绝对冷静。一味对孩童、老者、万物生灵一味共情包容,只是旁人一厢情愿理想化的见解,是戴着美化现实的滤镜看待世事。这就好比学医之人,依旧无法根治全部病症,更无法保证自身永久不染病痛。
归根结底,每个人与生俱来的本性根深蒂固、无法撼动。
他自年少起便向来不肯认输,如果当下无力解决恩怨,他日也必然筹谋后手扳倒敌手。至于遇事冷静克制,实则和他天性格格不入:他骨子里急躁易怒,外表沉稳克制不过是后天刻意锤炼。二者本质天差地别。伴随着年岁渐长,他愈发懂得压抑外露情绪,外在气质愈发内敛稳重。旁人屡屡评价他性情冷酷,但他自身也清楚,近几年的脾性实则比早年更为暴躁,怕是越年长,骨子里便愈发随心所欲。
“Why are there watermelons at the back?”(后备箱为何装载着数颗西瓜?)
“You will know soon, pumpkin head.”(答案很快就会揭晓,小南瓜头。)
“Can I eat it?”(我能不能拿来吃?)
“No, it's not for eating. And you just had a hot dog, haven't you?”
(并非用来食用的。况且你方才才吃过热狗,不是吗?)
话音落下,高个子侧头瞥了弟弟一眼,继而继续叮嘱:
“Keep that cold pack on your left eye.”(继续用冰袋敷在你的左眼患处,不要取下来。)
Jamie乖乖遵照吩咐,同时开口说道: